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A Poem: Love Addiction

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LARA RAYBONE

Kiss Me at the red lights, kind of love.

That can’t get you close enough even though you are inside me, kind of love.

The most intense ecstasy running through my veins just from you being inside me, kind of love.

That ride or die, kind of love.

That cocaine pulsing through our bloodstream, kind of love.

That tattoo of our names on each other’s skin, kind of love.

The let’s travel to the stars, kind of love.

To the full moon parties of Thailand, kind of love.

That meet you at the airport, kind of love.

That one-way ticket to nowhere, kind of love.

The kind of love where you love them not even for all their scars but because of them.

Finding forgiveness for all our flaws, kind of love.

That I’ll love you through all the pain, kind of love.

That kiss me in the rain, kind of love.

That smack me on the ass and smile, kind of love.

That shake me to my core, kind of love.

That, I don’t even recognise myself, kind of love.

That lost in your eyes, kind of love.

That, I’m addicted to your touch, kind of love.

That, I love you all that much kind of love.

That I see you for your soul, kind of love.

That I love you for all that you are, kind of love.

The kind of love where you love them for all that they aren’t.

That I’ve missed you for a lifetime, kind of love.

Even though we just met.

The addiction to your smile, kind of love.

The run away and raise a wolf pack, kind of love.

That ayahuasca trip, kind of love.

That, you light up my soul, kind of love.

That fuck me in the steam room, kind of love.

On the rooftop, up against a tree, kind of love.

That In the back of the car, kind of love.

Can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t breathe, kind of love.

That I love you and will never leave, kind of love.

That I love you even now you’ve left, kind of love.

The kind of love that transcends dimensions.

That is this even real, kind of love.

That kind of love.

That fuck me in my dreams kind of love.

Waking up, shaking, writhing and screaming, kind of love.

The kind of love that wakes you.

The kind of love that shakes you.

The kind of love that three thousand miles melts away, kind of love.

Wrapped up in gold shimmering light, kind of love.

That I’ve loved you for a thousand of years, kind of love.

That I’ll love you for a thousand more, kind of love.

The kind of love you leave, kind of love.

To give it space to breathe, kind of love.

Because it holds up the mirror and forces you to see, kind of love.

The kind of love that shows you who you are, kind of love.

For who you are and are not prepared to be, kind of love.

A love so unconditional, it never fades, kind of love.

That flickers like two flames, kind of love.

Burning for eternity, kind of love.

The kind of love that illuminates.

The kind of love that trauma bonds to,

The kind of love that addicts you.

The kind of love, you know is no good for you,

Toxic, yet you can’t get enough.

The kind of love you have to learn to leave. Unrequited.

June 11, 2021

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I see dolphins jumping in and out of the ocean when I see you, I see conch shells. I also see depth & wisdom. You are a womb oracle. The magic that you bring the the womb space, I have chills running up and down my neck right now. You take the womb and make it into its own world, where we can just crawl up inside & rediscover who we really are and that no, i’ve not met anyone else who can do that and i’ve worked with womb healers. You glow and you’re an angel and I love you dearly."

"You take the womb and make it into its own world... i’ve not met anyone else who can do that! 

- Allison

I celebrate & honour the multidimensional Priestess that lives within you, the moment that I felt you, heard you speak and every Time you step into a space I feel the mother. I honour your choice to be on this path and to share these teachings with the world. And I mother fucking love your silliness too. You are just as beautiful inside as you are radiant outside, truly. Your soul shines. I love you, sweet one."

"You carry very deep feminine wisdom & codes, beyond what you realise & know. 

- Chelsey-Jo

When I think about you I feel so much fluidity, and water and flow and life force essence, just the purest feminine energy. Pure feminine juciness. Like in ancient Hindu philosophy there's the Universe, the ether, the energy, the feminine that IS, the paradox of Kali. Kali can be both crazy & destructive but Kali can also reincarnate as this loving, giving mother, and nurturing and this very giving lover as well and you ARE that. In our womb journey healing that we did together, I mean that’s been and will continue to be a big initiation for me, that I am still getting curious about and it came up in a conversation with a client the other day, that just this intuitive knowing that black holes are the wombs of the universe, and when I said that, i only know that intuitively because I entered my womb with you and that wouldn't have happened if i hadn't met you. Thank you.."

"YOU HOLD ALL THE PHASES OF WOMANHOOD IN THE HERE AND NOW. THE MAIDEN, THE MOTHER, THE CRONE, YOU EMBODY ALL OF THAT, AND THAT IS WHY YOU ARE A WOMB PRIESTESS!

- Julianne

People can experience being in the womb again with you, but the healed womb, going back into that amniotic sac where I can be fluid & flow and know that i'm birthing into a place that's like so cosy and warm and exciting and it's like the removal of the distortions. You have this ability of rebirth through your medicine and your heart-womb connection is like this golden liquid light and it's just so incredible and to witness the way that you hold it is inspiring. And even witnessing you move through the waves it is still so fucking potent and knowing that you always return there, it's incredible. You are the embodiment of the calm in the centre of the storm. So thank you for helping me also remember. I’m grateful to be reunited and I love you."

"You are like the love fairy, the gushy, lovey, invitational, warm honey that just wants to be poured onto the self and immersed in it!

- Kelly

"It's taken me some time to give you a testimonial because I don’t even know how to verbalise, you know! And the thing that your essence is just like so pure & your level of beauty inside & out and your wisdom and I don’t know how to say this but you’re someone I would expect to completely trigger me but with  your purity, i’ve never felt that way about you at all. I’ve always just felt so loved and in equality with you even though you are just so magnificent. You hold every aspect of the feminine all at once, every phase, and I think that’s such a huge piece of your medicine. I love you, thank you."

"I’ve always just felt so loved and in equality with you even though you are just so magnificent.

- EmmaLee

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