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processing grief

Grief as a Portal

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So often we are so afraid of dying that we end up not living.

But what happens when we embrace the cycles of death?

What happens when we allow ourselves to feel

To truly feel.

Living with an open heart means living in spite of death.

It means living in the face of it.

To know that to embrace the impermanence of life is the moment we truly start to live.

It means knowing that there will be cycles of pain…

Where you are forced to release all that you thought you were…

To create space for all that you are becoming.

This can feel like you are dying.

Like there is so much there, how can you possibly move through this?

How can you possibly surrender more?

How can you possibly survive?

Through the portal of grief, we are shown where our deepest attachments lie…

What we are the most afraid to let go of…

Who we are most afraid to let go of…

The patterns and loops we perpetually cycle that justify keeping ourselves small,

Because they feel safe.

But what if your comfort is keeping you small?

The refusal to feel the depths of your pain, your grief, your sadness…

To embrace your watery depths of emotion,

To let yourself fully submerge and surrender to the tides…

To allow all of who you used to be, be washed away…

So you may stand, reborn.

The portals of your greatest expansion require you to step into the depths of your pain.


We are multifaceted beings made of stardust…

Capable of infinite magic and alchemy.

So the invitation is this…

Can you hold your pleasure and your pain?

To feel that your greatest breakdown is actually your greatest breakthrough.

By allowing your heart to crack open a little more, you allow yourself to get intimate with the depths of your being.

You clear distortions of your unique essence and return home.

You return home, to you.

The invitation is not to become consumed with your grief and allow the waters to drown you.

It is to learn to ride the waves of feeling,

To create space through breath and dance…

To create more spaciousness within.

To hold more.

To embody more.

These waves you ride become your deepest medicine.

Your greatest gifts.

Do not be afraid.

September 3, 2021

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I see dolphins jumping in and out of the ocean when I see you, I see conch shells. I also see depth & wisdom. You are a womb oracle. The magic that you bring the the womb space, I have chills running up and down my neck right now. You take the womb and make it into its own world, where we can just crawl up inside & rediscover who we really are and that no, i’ve not met anyone else who can do that and i’ve worked with womb healers. You glow and you’re an angel and I love you dearly."

"You take the womb and make it into its own world... i’ve not met anyone else who can do that! 

- Allison

I celebrate & honour the multidimensional Priestess that lives within you, the moment that I felt you, heard you speak and every Time you step into a space I feel the mother. I honour your choice to be on this path and to share these teachings with the world. And I mother fucking love your silliness too. You are just as beautiful inside as you are radiant outside, truly. Your soul shines. I love you, sweet one."

"You carry very deep feminine wisdom & codes, beyond what you realise & know. 

- Chelsey-Jo

When I think about you I feel so much fluidity, and water and flow and life force essence, just the purest feminine energy. Pure feminine juciness. Like in ancient Hindu philosophy there's the Universe, the ether, the energy, the feminine that IS, the paradox of Kali. Kali can be both crazy & destructive but Kali can also reincarnate as this loving, giving mother, and nurturing and this very giving lover as well and you ARE that. In our womb journey healing that we did together, I mean that’s been and will continue to be a big initiation for me, that I am still getting curious about and it came up in a conversation with a client the other day, that just this intuitive knowing that black holes are the wombs of the universe, and when I said that, i only know that intuitively because I entered my womb with you and that wouldn't have happened if i hadn't met you. Thank you.."


- Julianne

People can experience being in the womb again with you, but the healed womb, going back into that amniotic sac where I can be fluid & flow and know that i'm birthing into a place that's like so cosy and warm and exciting and it's like the removal of the distortions. You have this ability of rebirth through your medicine and your heart-womb connection is like this golden liquid light and it's just so incredible and to witness the way that you hold it is inspiring. And even witnessing you move through the waves it is still so fucking potent and knowing that you always return there, it's incredible. You are the embodiment of the calm in the centre of the storm. So thank you for helping me also remember. I’m grateful to be reunited and I love you."

"You are like the love fairy, the gushy, lovey, invitational, warm honey that just wants to be poured onto the self and immersed in it!

- Kelly

"It's taken me some time to give you a testimonial because I don’t even know how to verbalise, you know! And the thing that your essence is just like so pure & your level of beauty inside & out and your wisdom and I don’t know how to say this but you’re someone I would expect to completely trigger me but with  your purity, i’ve never felt that way about you at all. I’ve always just felt so loved and in equality with you even though you are just so magnificent. You hold every aspect of the feminine all at once, every phase, and I think that’s such a huge piece of your medicine. I love you, thank you."

"I’ve always just felt so loved and in equality with you even though you are just so magnificent.

- EmmaLee

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